all my friends are cool and I love you guys lots and I will probably be gone this week. I’ll be back by weekend but I might also be gone the week after that. After those 2 weeks though I’ll be Very Back and then a week later is summer break so yeah.
anyways goodnight friends.
like i would talk about said Feelings on here but I feel like that would make them more real and also if they’re more real I’d have to deal with them sooner so I’ll tell you guys about Feelings after I talk to Person about Feelings.
When i tell you guys some people might think I’m sad about the result of Feelings or s/t and I probably should be but the theme of the month is me being scummy and a shitty person so I’m not gonna be all that sad. Like maybe guilty I guess but yeah.
I am sleep now but I am v. confused about emotions(nothing super negative just like. what. type emotions) and they are regarding a Person (no one on here) and I am just so bad at communicating and this+school are stressing me out so much that I’m probably going to do the Wrong thing and just procrastinate talking maturely to Person about Feelings until finals week or after and if that makes me a shitty person then whoops look at me i’m a shitty person. I think we’ve established I have the capacity to be that many times before.
yeah looking at it procrastinating that is a really shitty move on my part but i am literally 2 weeks of effort away from failing high school so.
being scummy it is. ugh.
People making fun of asexuality or non-sexual romantic relationships
People belittling platonic bonds
People erasing queerplatonic relationships or acting like romantic relationships are inherently more important